I wake up in the morning knowing my heart belongs to Christ.  I have these strong urges to run but realize that I have to stand strong in Christ.  I must not allow my feeling to dictate how I live and I know Christ will carry me through these burdens. He says he is our refuge and I love that Jesus is my safe place.  The choices we make in life must be focused on others and when we begin to place ourselves or our selfishness over that we must be re-directed.  God is an amazing teacher and brings conviction quickly and in that we must repent, dust off and continue in our obedience.  I pray that He will always comes quickly to my rescue and deliver me in His righteousness.  My heart is being molded into a heart designed totally by Christ.  I know that Jesus will watch over me and those that I care about, and will free me from the trap that has been set for me.  I want my desire to be one that is in line with His will and that I will no longer try to fulfill my own desires.  For Jesus says he knows the desires of our hearts and will grant those to us in His timing, therefore I will not put effort in trying to please myself, because I cannot match the blessings that God has in store for me.  Redeem me O Lord and let me commit my spirit into your hands.  This world may continue to try and set stumbling blocks before us but when Christ is our viewpoint, we learn how to step aside and over these obstacles with the Holy Spirit.  I want to become more intimate with Jesus and I know that as I desire that, the evil one will turn up the heat because of the depth of his attacks.  I will stand by the scripture that says as I draw nearer to Jesus, Satan will flee from me.  Amen Lord and thank you for my Brokenness, Redemption and Transformation…