Well its about one week since my time with God and I can say changing is happening but oh so slowly.  It seems like I want to fight this change but I know the significance God has made in telling me to make these changes.  My future is what is at stake, I do not want to bring secrets into any relationships, those that are current and for my future relationships with friends and future wife and children.  These changes are important to God and to me because I realize in these moves I become more intimate with him and more open to serve him.  I want my life to be an example for others who say I cannot do this, to look at my life and say WOW, if Ant can do it I can do it!!!  I want these changes to be visible in my everyday life.  I pray that Christ will continually shine through me in everything I do.  I am thankful for a soft heart and for the many people in my life who have taught me so well to give others second chances and more.  People who remind me that if I didn’t get these opportunities to change in my life I wouldn’t be the man of God I am today.  It has been through forgiveness and mercy and love that I have made it.  It is in these moments that I need to remember how God has influenced me and how he has placed the “RIGHT” people in my life.  This path and these changes are God appointed and they are happening as he has timed for it to happen, so though these changes are happening slowly, they are happening perfectly. One Love, One King, All Christ!