I know it has been several months since I last posted and a lot has happened since last May.  As life would have it, I had some technical difficulties with the actual website.  That was a part of the problem.  The other part, well that was me.  What heaviness and unforgiveness I thought I had let go of, I DIDN’T.  I thought going to Trinidad for three weeks was going to heal me and my spirit and soul.  I am not going to lie I felt like a new man when I came back, but honestly I was hiding the truth of how my soul was feeling.  I realized that God truly wants me to take a break.  When I say that I do not mean from teaching or working, but for myself to heal and grow because if not I will continue to think the worst of people and be angry.  That isn’t fair to Jesus, because he places people in our paths that need to know him.  If I stick around and stay angry and do not find a away to come to peace with where I am, I will continue to Suffer.  I can’t believe how fast time flies and so many things happen that effect us directly.  Don’t get me wrong I know there is a a lot worse going on in this world than my problems, but spiritually that battle is the same.  The difference is they believe with faith the size of a mustard seed and I sit here believing in what I can do to change the outcome of something.  The answer to the latter is ABSOLUTELY Nothing.  If Christ is not in the picture then it might as well be a blank slate.  I am excited to release my right for revenge on all those who have hurt me and I am excited to feel close to Jesus again.  I am glad to be back and I hope your excited too.