Good morning,
It has been quite a few months since my last post. Life has been very busy and I have allowed myself to be caught up in the world instead of in Jesus. He is the reason I am where I am today. However the roller coaster of life always seems to help me forget about faith. He has guided me through dark dark times but I have always been able to see the light. These past eight or nine months have been very heavy for me, I am always finding reasons to worry. Whether it be relationships or finances or just who I am in general I always seem too lean towards the lies. This morning I came across a check into reality. Something that I saw of what I would probably become and that woke me up very quickly. I am thankful for everything God has provided for me but need to live like I am thankful. This new day that I am talking about is about me realizing that I need to live the way that people see me. When you fall into the world and allow busyness to take over you seem to always here the noise and there is never peace. In my life I have never truly surrendered and I know this because I’ve always kept my foot in the threshold of the door so it wouldn’t completely close. This allowed me in my darkness to turn to the things that are meaningless but immediate. So many people have been placed in my life who constantly remind me of the man that Christ made me to be. I have fallen short as we all do but now want to stand firm and who I am and what I believe. I hope this day is truly a new day and I shall live each day Moment by moment. God has placed under my supervision many young men who need guidance and what it means to be a good man. The life I have chosen is not the one I want to live it is the life that I live that God has chosen for me. I know that I am a coach I know that my purpose is more then winning. It is creating relationships where Trust, love and respect are grown. I have always seen life the way I have wanted to and rarely have I seen it the way God planned me too. This new day is long overdue and I need to place myself and the things I have held onto into Jesus’s hands. My Hope Is that those around me continue to see the light that Jesus is in me more than the coach, friend, man that they see. I plan on writing a lot more and seeking the doors of healing that God has provided me. I can no longer claim ignorance to the choices of selfishness. I pray that you have a wonderful day and I pray God continues to bless you in your life and that he stands next to you in your struggles.
One Love, One King, All Christ