The Holy Spirit is with me, in me. I have known this for a long time but honestly I chose to not listen to Him. I thought I could handle my stuff and do what I wanted!! What a waste of so much time where I could have been spending that time led by the Holy Spirit. I read the Bible and see how He led so many people and always protecting them. I struggle and I beg for help but know that I really don’t want help I just want to feel something for that moment of regret!!

God set the Holy Spirit to be with us so we can live life abundantly. He has it so we can serve him and step out in faith for him and he takes care of us. I have made so many selfish decisions over these several years from my language to my attitude. Yet never stopping to think that I am grieving the Holy Spirit who is in me!! He is my counselor, protector and friend and here I am turning to the flesh and sin to fill a hurt when God is right there with me!!!

Please know that if you know Jesus take the next step and know the Holy Spirit!! I am learning so much about Him and His desire to have a relationship with us!! He wants us to come to Him and hang out with Him!!! Listen to what makes sense in life and more than likely that is the Holy Spirit talking to you!!! I surrender my selfishness and choose to follow Him.

One Love, One King, All Christ!!