I have come to realize there is no waiting for change. You have to put effort into what you want to change. That effort can be a new routine or passion but it can also be faith. We need to have faith that what change needs to happen God will make happen.
If you have a desire on your heart and you haven’t seen it to come true, you are just on God’s timing and nothing else. It is not that you have done something, it is that you have not done something, which is trust in your faith that God will see it through. If you truly believe that God loves you and that is Him in the Trinity you need to stop doubting that you are not worth it or that somehow you are missing the mark differently than the rest of His children.
The truth is God The Father, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit are 100% on your side and want what’s best for you and better yet they have created the best! You just have to have faith and patience to receive it when they see fit. I am living this right now and praying that I may meet someone to become my wife as I have learned since putting myself first, God has designed me to share the love I have for Him with a woman and that I will be able to have a family of my own. I pray that you are not waiting on change but putting your heart, effort and desire into your faith for whatever is pressing on your heart!
One Love, One King, All Christ!
Could Not be said any better.
Love You,
Dad